So I haven't done any exercising in maybe two months. I guess more now that I think about it. Must be going on almost three months. In Sept I stopped because i was determined to get Candy Corns 2 finished before Oct. Once October hit I was trying to move onto ROM but somehow that month just became fucking busy as shit. Didn't do any exercising then. Around the middle of the month I decided I'm just going to cut out exercising until the New Year. It's going to be hard not to eat like a pig AND there is no way I'll get ROM finished.
Now November is halfway over. I was looking at myself in the mirror this morning and I noticed my stomach looked a bit flabbier. I was actually starting to get a bit of definition in my abs and it's completely gone. I looked at my arms which were starting to change too and now they're pretty much back to normal. I tested out to see if I could do push ups anymore. I was still able to do a set of 20, but it was harder (when I first started doing all this I couldn't even do 5 push ups in a row). I haven't weighed myself either, so I put Wii Fit on and stood on the board. I only gained back four and a half pounds according to this. I guess that's not THAT bad. Still, it's enough to where I can't fit into size 31 pants anymore. I already set that pair aside with the goal of being able to get back into them in the future.
On top of all of this, I feel like fucking shit. Just garbage. I'm always in pain and I have zero energy. This is such an awful feeling.
So I'm not sure what to do. I'm thinking I should force at least two days a week of exercise into my life even though I said I wouldn't start again until the New Year. I was feeling really good about myself for a while there and now it's gone. I worked over a year for that and lost almost all of it in not even three full months.
edit: Doesn't help that we had a shit ton of candy in the house since Halloween. This morning I decided I was going to eat good today. Went into our work kitchen to wash out my bowl to eat some Cheerios I brought and I noticed my boss brought in a bunch of muffins. I ate the muffin instead. I regret every single bite.